Makes no sense

If you were to say that this is why, but continue to prove that it isn't...
To tell me you are one thing, but prove to be something entirely different...
To speak of your own honesty, but demonstrate such words are only lies...
To express such lightness in an intimate moment, but shadow it all once that moment is gone...
To be so sincere in what frightens you, but fake your own bravery the rest of the time...

Then how is anyone to truly understand and appreciate you for all you know you can be worth... But, you just haven't seen it in yourself yet?

How can I be your friend?
How can I want to?